My
week Sunday
Watsonville, CA. At the International Visual Practitioners Conference.
Fantastic people. Beautiful location. I took video and photos of
the ocean and the skittish little shorebirds. Got a ride up to San
Francisco with Bob
Horn, and had a fabulous conversation. Met up with my very delightful
friend, Emily Mellberg. Monday
Official Emily Mellberg Day. We walked around the Mission, ate well,
had great conversation. She became part of my art. Emily kicks ass.
Got on a plane at 11:28pm. Tuesday
Got back to Chicago at 5:30 am. Slept okay on the plane - I sort
of rotated every 15 minutes or so, like a rotisserie chicken, across
my two seats. Spent all day creating a Powerpoint presentation for
a workshop I was giving at 8am the next day. Worked off the adrenaline
of the weekend and the excitement about the next day. Got the presentation
done at about 2 am. Wednesday
Taught the workshop from 8:30 - noon? Went splendidly. I got to
talk about something I love - building websites. I think everyone
should have a website and was very happy to teach 20 women entrepreneurs
how to build their own. Got good feedback and felt very comfortable
in front of the group. I love teaching. And happily I'll be teaching
the class at least one more time, so I can improve on it. The only
reason I was standing was because of adrenaline, and I knew I was
going to crash as soon as the class was over. Sure enough - I headed
to the library and couldn't stay awake for more than 30 seconds.
The plan was to go home, relax, watch Brazil and relax some more.
No dice. I watched Brazil, but managed to construct the most difficult
part of my costume while I watched it. Thursday
I had a deadline for a great branding project I'm working on on
Friday. So, today it was another bang-up job on a Powerpoint presentation.
As I was waiting for my the email to go through - I designed the
invite for this year's Open House. Friday
COSTUME DAY! I got the last parts of my costume (foam rubber, velcro,
mirrored car window tinting film, duct tape, a vest and tube socks),
and had the rest of the day to construct my best costume to date!
I have to say by Friday night I didn't want to touch hot glue or
duct tape for the next 3 months, but the costume has turned out
splendidly. Of course, photos will be posted online. Saturday
Animation Day. Tonight, I am going to a party (with my new favorite
person) and there will be a Scary Movie Film Fest. So, I'm trying
to eke out an 11th hour Flash animation to contribute. Had a terribly
saucy and energetic conversation with my friend Billy this morning.
I'm his favorite motivational speaker. And he's the one that called
me a Pacer. But now - Back to the grindstone...
posted on 10/28/2000 12:33:33 PM
Thursday,
October 26, 2000
I
love teaching.
posted
on 10/26/2000 11:11:44 AM
Tuesday,
October 24, 2000
Tomorrow
morning I am running a workshop for the Women's Business Development
Center. I thought I should create a new post, rather than grabbing
a screen shot for the presentation of this page, full of October-lovin'
profanities. Doesn't make me a good educational influence.
posted
on 10/24/2000 09:57:46 PM
Wednesday,
October 18, 2000
It's
another Fan-FUCKIN-tastic October. I've got so many amazing irons
in the fire at the moment. I've got the imperative to create a Flash
animation for Halloween and MAN, OH, MAN is it going to kick ass
and take names. Two words: FREAK SHOW. I'll be posting it
to my site after 10/28.
(Or
maybe it's the uber-loud Garbage Version 2.0 and the 30 oz of
Coke talking.)
Posted
on 10/18/2000 04:39:44 PM
Sunday,
October 15, 2000
I
hate to get all Ricky Fitts (American Beauty) too often,
but there really is so much beauty in the world. Like walking
through the Dominick's parking lot and walking a past a guy waiting
in a car listening to The Fifth Dimension (Age of Aquarius).
Tonight
I walked by my window as I headed back to my closet/office. The
moon was huge and bright over the lake and it just stopped me
in my tracks. The view of from my apartment is one of the top
ten contributors to my quality of life. I stopped and took a picture
with my digital camera, posted it to my site and sent it to a
load of friends (in about 10 minutes - got to love the technical
world of wonders we live in). My friend Mark Ehling wrote back
and sent me this poem that my photo reminded him of. (Thanks so
much, Mark!)
A Clear Midnight
This
is the hour O Soul, thy free flight into the wordless,
Away from books, away from art, the day erased, the lesson
done,
Thee fully forth emerging, silent, gazing, pondering the
themes thou lovest best,
Night, sleep, death and the stars.
-- Walt Whitman
posted
on 10/15/2000 11:43:55 PM
On
top of the world Friday, in a cloud of confusion Saturday. Let's
see what happens Sunday.
"That's
life, that's what people say.
You're riding' high in April,
Shot down in May.
But I know I'm gonna change that tune,
When I'm back on top in June."
-That's
Life
Frank Sinatra
musics and lyrics written by Dean Kay Thompson and Kelly Gordon
posted
on 10/15/2000 12:46:00 PM
Friday,
October 13, 2000
Great
things about today:
1) The guy in the Hancock Building costume outside the Hancock Building
handing out flyers about the Hancock Building.
2) The two young women who were sitting outside FAO Schweetz at
Water Tower Place. One was blowing candy bubbles to the other who
was sitting a foot away from her, catching the bubbles in her mouth.
3) Getting 3 kick ass emails from 3 kick ass people in a row.
4) The warm air today.
5) People on the street were dressed very well today. Fall brings
the best out in people's style.
6) Dancing to Stereo Total in pjs.
7) Belting out "Something's Gotta Give."
8) Singing a great bitter, seething rendition of Cry Me a River.
9) My cashier at Old Navy who told me to have a beautiful weekend.
I think I shall.
10) Being able to buy clothes for myself.
11) A great teller at Bank One who gave me a new business ATM card.
She was nice too.
12) Orange juice, and lots of it.
13) Knowing that I have a kick ass weekend in front of me.
14) Over using the words "kick ass."
15) This quote Kate sent me about Al Gore - "Gore
is a buffed-up schoolmarm with murder in his eye."
16) Making plans with people I totally dig.
Posted
on 10/13/2000 08:09:01 PM
Thursday,
October 12, 2000
My
life is really fucking awesome. If my life were always as busy,
productive and filled with friends, ideas and compliments my head
would explode with joy.
Posted
on 10/12/2000 10:47:59 AM
Monday,
October 09, 2000
There
is something to be said for listening to music really LOUD and belting
out "Sunshine of Your Love" in a small room.
Working
at home today made me realize what I miss most about it. All day
pjs and singing REALLY LOUD. Want to know why singers love to
sing Mac the Knife. Because it 1) is one big crescendo 2) There's
silly names in it like Sukey Tawdry 3) There's that really long
note at the end - "Now that Mackeeeeeeeee’s back in toooooooooooo
ooooo ooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooow wwwwwww
wwwwwww wwwww wwwwnnn (gasp) Look out, old Macky's back" - And
you feel like a total bad ass if you can hold the note as well
as Bobby Darin. And I can.
Three
of my favorite voices - Chet Baker, Julie London and Bobby Darin.
Playlist
today: Cardigans, James, Don McLean, Rufus Wainwright, Fatboy
Slim, Cream, The Dukes of Stratoshpear (Xtc), Chet Baker, Johnnie
Ray (Cry is *such* a fucking bad ass song), Bobby Darin.
Posted
on 10/9/2000 10:36:28 PM
Friday,
October 06, 2000
Something
I've become more and more aware of this year is the idea of Public
Self and Private Self. I believe this is because as a freelancer,
I'm always coming into a workplace with skills but no personality.
I have one, of course, but my new coworkers have no idea what it
is yet. So, I am ultra-aware of what I am revealing about myself
as I go along.
Historically, I've always been an Open Book. And I think there's
a lot of plusses to that - sincerity, honesty, what you see is what
you get. But at my last gig, of 3 years and countless hours, I felt
like my Private Self was too much of my Public Self. The problem
is that part of your Public Self is your Professional Self, and
I made no distinction there.
Now that I'm freelancing I've flipped that balance, so that now
people get to see my Professional Self, but less of my Public Self.
Now, don't get me wrong, most of these distinctions are academic,
I am who I am, and even in an introductory interview you're going
to see my vivacious personality. :)
So, now I am at a great new gig, with fantastic, smart people and
yesterday it was all about Brandy and her Private Self. I was on
this geeky riff about my Secret Life as a Biologist. Now, I don't
think anyone there minded or cared, but I still felt like I opened
up my brain and let all this minutiae spill out of my head. It's
amazing and a little scary that my mind can pull up esoteric shit
I haven't thought about in a friggin decade. Like adipose cells.
And Eppendorf Micropipetters.
And this weblog is a perfect case for the need for Private
and Public Selves. From the get go, I knew I didn't want
this to be a "Hey, Welcome to Brandy Agerbeck's Brain" endeavor.
It's been challenging to be editor to my Open Book self. And the
challenge continues. I'm feeling and thinking a lot more things
than should ever be on this page. This is a very well-mannered tip
of the iceberg.
Well, this weekend I'm taking my Private, Public and Professional
Selves down to Champagne-Urbana to visit the Fabulous Four down
there (Dan and Gwen and Shea and Kathleen). I am so looking forward
to be swimming in all that friend goodness.
Posted
on 10/6/2000 10:39:35 AM
Wednesday,
October 04, 2000
So,
I am well aware that it's October 4th and my homepage still says
Summer 2000. That'll change soon. I am working on a Halloween Flash
animation that will replace the Lemonhead one.
Posted
on 10/4/2000 10:22:35 AM
Oh,
how I love my oft-neglected blog.
Posted
on 10/4/2000 10:14:46 AM
Monday,
October 02, 2000
It's
friggin' October! Bite my ass.
I dig October, it's my favorite month, but I can't believe 2000
is nearly over. Again, bite my ass.
On the bright side, I came up with a fantastic Halloween costume,
so all my friends should invite me to their Halloween parties to
see it.
Posted
on 10/2/2000 10:51:46 AM